The New Me

Hello everyone!

If someone asked me to use two describe the path I have lead in my life till now, I would have to say it has been one of hardship and determination. The difficulties that I had faced make me to be a better person in my life. I often difficult to get what I want but I always remind myself to not easily give up. At the end, I manage to get what i want. 

Actually, I have low self-confident level especially to talk in front of people. After SPM, I decided to participate in English camp for three months. At the moment, I think this is the perfect time for a turning point in my life. I learned how to be more confident in front of people as I need to present the task given almost every week .

At first, I’m quite nervous, how if someone notice my terrible grammatical errors and what would I answer when someone ask me a question. Luckily, I have a supporting lecturer that always encouraged me that I need to overcome it and don’t be such a coward if I want to be a successful doctor. With determination, I managed to overcome it and now I’m quite confident of myself.

As usual, laziness is the common critical disease among student. I tend to study at the last minute which exam just around the corner. I didn’t even make a proper preparation. I’m so lazy to study earlier, lazy to do the revision and lazy to talk to people. But when it comes to thing that make me feel good like watching movies and reading novels, I will never be lazy!

Living the boring life like this for 18 years make me want to change in order to be a better person in the future.

People around me often say that I’m unapproachable person and I definitely agree with them. I don’t know why I love to be alone while thinking what I need to do after this. I have tried everything to be more talkative but I feel like being talkative is not suitable with me. That was not so me *laughing*. But, actually I’m a crazy and talkative person with my close friend. I’m also not barely to told the other about my secret and my personal issue unless I totally trust her because I had a bad experience before, so I didn’t give my  trust easily. Trust like a paper, once it’s crumple, it cant never be perfect again. Isn’t?

Now, I’ll change myself to be more friendly *please support me**wink*.

Lots of love,

Lekha